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Right
now it’s 11/21/15 Sat 2:29pm (mmp= My Magnificant Place) Naperville, IL
Title: I’m Still Here
Wow
!!! after seeing that I had more than
42,000 humans stopped by to check out my blog I was shockingly surprised. See, I did this blog for me and for others
wanting to change and to metamorphosize each cell in their bodies. So right now, I’m at home in Naperville,
looking at the 1st snow storm of 2015 or the 1st snow
storm of Fall 2015. Wow !!!! I don’t know where to start actually, quite a
bit has happened. So just an fyi, since
I’m saving mad $$ on internet costs, I’m writing at home and will copy and
paste to the blog the next time I’m at the public “Free” Library…. Yes, 2016 is
the year that I’ll be paying off my debt, yes, I have some debt. See, I must be absolutely honest and
real. I was not planning on paying off
my student loans, see, I’m continuously learning and growing and finally
realized that I must be 100% responsible for my actions past, present and
future. The sad thing is that I truly
didn’t “Need” the student loans, I had the MGIBill and the IL Veterans Grant
aaaand a full scholarship to get a BA at a private University !!!! I was well “Hooked Up” because of my
veteran status and being a war veteran, my thinking was dang, no one had ever
“loaned” me any type of “real” money, real money anything over $5,000 haaaa…. I think I know why !!! yeah, I wasn’t planning on paying it back….
I don’t know what was up with my mind, with that kind of thinking, I think it
was that I could use that money to start my art business. But, when the money came, “Dave Ramsey” was
absolutely, if the money doesn’t have a name / a purpose ??? it disappears. Looking back, I couldn’t tell you what I had
spent all the thousands of dollars on.
Nickel and Diming = buying shit
that you don’t need on a consistent basis and then finally trying to figure out
what happened to the money. That nickel
and diming is going out, movies, drinking, clothes, shoes, going on a mini
shopping spree thinking your Rich Bitch !!!!
So now, I’m finally taking responsibility and paying off all of my debt
and to take into account every cent I spend.
Oh, if you don’t know who or what Dave Ramsey is all about ???? Google Him !!!! NOW !!!!!
I would summarize him as a Financial Drill Instructor that Will NOT
Sugar Coat shit for you and to tell you what you Need to Hear for your own
good, even though it’s going to suck.
Especially, if you’ve been a bit careless to your finances like the
majority of U.S. Americans. Everyone is
in Debt. !!! it’s cool to have a car
payment and to treat yourself without any financial planning for your future
and retirement. YES, I believe I’m
growing up, very slowly !!! But, eventually I do learn. I’ll be 43 in 4 Days !!!! DANG ! !!!!
Haaa…. 43 will be my 23 !!!!!!
I’m only about give or take 20 years behind ! !! Heyy, first of all it’s never too late, 2nd
the sooner you learn and realize that you’re not going to be 33 forever and
that decades of life are a snap of finger you begin to realize that you’re not
going to live forever and that yes, they are ages of 60’s, 70’s, 80’s and 90’s
!!! and how the hell are you going to
take care of yourself then ??? The shit
you do in your 20’s, 30’s and 40’s will be apparent on how you live in your
60’s, 70’s & 80’s, whether I see myself as a Walmart as a greeter. Not saying that job is “too low” for me, but,
I would rather be in Mexico or in Chile traveling the world not, worrying about
$$ and whether or not Social Security will be able to take care of me… Whooaaa…. Where did all this “Grown Up” talk
is come from ??? Time and
Experience…. There is a saying that I
say quite a bit, “ We All Have Different Journeys in Life and Different
Learning / Growing Curves, some are a bit more curvaceous than the others (like
me) in the end We All Learn, Eventually.
So, now and this coming year will be a year of taking back my power,
being 100% responsible for my past, present & future, pay off all my debt,
live within my means, get a fuckin job already !!!! Haaa, I haven’t had a “Real Job” since
??? Mmmmmmm….. I’m mean like 8hrs-40
hrs a week etc…. whoa, too dag gone long… hey, this Is Not a Beat Myself Up
Session, I coulda, woulda, shoulda…. Ok, Knowing Is Half the Battle !!!! So, the current situation is that I have 2
classes left for me to get my BA = Bachelors !!!! I’m done telling this story, for the sake of
you if you haven’t heard the story he it goes, note: This is the last time I tell it…. Ok, in 2008 I had received a full-ride
scholarship for me to get my BA from Benedictine University a “Private /
Catholic Big Money” University and for two years I sweated and bled passing
each class, I was even on the “Dean’s List” for the whole two years. Then the last class came and went and it was
time to fill out the “Degree Audit”. I
felt that this “Degree Audit” was another last opportunity to “rape” the
student. Yeah, even though I received a
full-ride scholarship I didn’t see it at that time and only saw was the beyond
overpriced $200-300 books and the $125 Degree Audit Fee for me to get the
BA !!!!!! and to be a part of the Graduation Ceremony
and at the same time I couldn’t afford it.
So, I purposely refused to pay the degree audit, which looking back, I
couldn’t asked mom for a loan to cover the Degree Audit, but, it was like
flexing my power. NOPE# !!!!!!! Not going to pay for a 1 nano-second pressing
on the Enter Key on the computer for $125 as a last laugh of raping me. That was my thinking at that time. So, 5 yrs past, being homeless, living out of
my van and car, then a PT job and roommate, then back to homelessness
again. Continuing to hold on to the
“Degree Audit Rape” and then you know what, Let’s Get the Fuckin BA Already
!!!! So I can try to get a “Real Job”
and not have to deal with barely survival strategies in IL… I’m done…. So, by the time I went to back to Benedictine
University, I was ready to pay the $125 Degree Audit Fee and to get this over
and done with. I took about almost a
year for me to accept and realize that since those 5 years, my mind was saying
“Technically” I graduated, where I passed all of the required classes for me to
receive the BA, but, in reality, I didn’t Technically, I didn’t want to pay the
“Bogus” Degree Audit Fee (in my mind at that time). So, almost a year of trying to get “Grand
Fathered In” to get the BA… I should’ve graduated in 2010 and now it’s 2015,
during that time the requirements had changed, so in order for me to get the BA
now I had to take 3 extra classes at Benedictine University. This time I said, just do what you have to
do, Play the Fuckin Game, Pay the Fuckin Degree Audit, and get that Degree
!!!!! I had completed 1 of 3 of those
classes !!!!!! so I have 2 more to go,
it’s Online and it’s one class at a time, and condensed, 5-6 weeks. So, Feb. 28th will be the last day
of the 3rd class and yes, I will pay the MO-Fo Degree Audit Fee
!!!! 5 yrs, 3 classes, $500 in books
and $2400 tuition out of my own pocket !! later, the $125 Degree Audit Sounds Like Heaven Now
!!!
Amazing
How the Universe / God Will Force You to Learn and Grow and to be
Grateful. See, at that time all I was
looking at was the $200-$300 books that I had to pay and the Degree Audit Fee
in order for me to graduate $125, not the $20,000 per year full-ride
scholarship !!! how fucked up is that
???? Wow !!! Looking back !!! WTF ??? Mind Moment !!!! I was crying over chump change and not being
grateful and appreciating the 2 yr full-ride scholarship which totals to :
$40,000 !!!! So, the ETA of the Receiving of the BA is
March 2016 and if I’m in the area, I will do the Graduation Ceremony in May
2016. Ahhhhhhhhh….. Some Story Hunh
??? Some Learning Curve I have huh
??? you know what though, I learned….
Looking back, I had tremendous amount of opportunities but, I wasn’t fully
ready…. And was worried about two
things, getting rich and me. Now, that
time is creeping up and years have gone by in a flash, and realizing that I’m
going in circles and in cycles, I’m back where I was 10-15 years ago
realizations !!
Still
there ???? this is pretty cool, I have
been wanting to write in my blog, but, honestly it’s not the same as writing and
when you’re done, POOF !!! it’s ONLINE
!!! where this way, is Write, Wait a
couple days – copy and paste and then POOF !!!
not as dramatic… but, I guess it’s better than nothing…. But, I still I
love to write !!! if you like my excessive exclamation points
!!!!! all good in a hood baby !!! Looks like the Snow Storm as officially
passed on to Indiana and Michigan. Right
now I have a few weeks break till the next class, Dec 7th 2015 I
start and will be ending at Jan 15th and then the last class
!!!! ohhh boy !!! I can’t wait !
!!! ending Feb 28th 2015….
Then
the Real Journey Starts !!! Taking 100%
Responsibility for my Past, Present and Future.
It’s been a long time coming.
1st
Priority is Pay off Debts. 2nd Priority Body Temple, 3rd.
Preparing for the Future. Well, ALL of
them are 1st Priorities !!!!
and will be doing them at the same time, not one a time. Right now, this is all I know.
Now
11/21/15 Sat. 4:07pm. Naperville,
IL continue with fitness and lifestyle
regime, be on 100% Financial Lockdown (only pay for rent for home and food for
body, books for the next two classes) rest, I have everything I need right
now. Get the next classes book, register
and pay for the 2nd class, PASS the Class, continued to the 3rd
and final class. March 1st
2016 will “officially and technically” completed all the BA requirements and
paid the infamous Degree Audit Fee !!!!
Now, this is where life will be somewhat a question mark. Ok, I have my BA now !!! what to do now !??? Shit this is where, I don’t know exactly
what to do ?? should I do this, should I
do that ??? get the Gov Job ??? get the $$ Now Job ??? both ???
moving to a National Park ??? if
I go the National Parks and Services Gov Job ??
get the job, pay off debt. And save for retirement ??? or get the $$ Now Job at Menards or at Home Depot to pay
off debt. And then ?? travel the world, travel
the Transformational Festivals, working out, Migrating to warmer weather places
??? CA, TX ?? getting into Acting and Comedy ??? FUCK ~!!!!
I don’t know what to do !!!???????
1st things first !!!!
#1: PAY OFF DEBT !!!!! after the BA in March 2016, get a $$ Now
Job at Menards, keep the apartment, and pay off debt…. While continuing to work
out Body Temple !!!! ok, I really need
to eat, now….. I must take care of my Body Temple !!!! BRB….
Ok, got some steak on the George Foreman Grill !!!!! ok, where was I ?? this is right I know now ??
March
1st 2016 = Get a $$ Now Job at Menards Full-Time or a nearby “Real
Job”.
March
2016 – Debt Free.
Ok,
this is what I have as far as debt.
Starting from least to greatest.
- $350 = Peoples Gas (Get Free Credit Check ASAP !!! NOW ! !!! ) I had No Clue that I had this on my Credit Report !!!!
- $700 State of IL Overpayment of Unemployment
- $28,000 Student Loan,
To
my knowledge this is what my total debt is.
11/22/15 Sun. 2:27pm MMP Naperville, IL
Ok, we’re going to do
something a bit different here. I
usually do Morning Pages, which is basically writing 3 full pages of
whatever. Whatever is on my mind, the
concerns, problems, highs, lows, planning, strategy, personal issues, etc….kind
of like a “Journal”…. Oh yeahhh… going to get some nitty gritty details.
Just got off the phone
with ma.. she got a bookcase and she
wanted me to help to go and help set it up…. Yeah, for Zumba tonight, not
feelin it…. It starts in an hour, I kinda woke up about 1 ½ hr ago !!! also for tomorrow mon, I want to get the 2nd
of 3rd classes book, preferably a Rental by Amazon… yeah, for the
Macroeconomics class, new at the University bookstore was $230, Amazon around
$200 and the Amazon Rental for 2 months $45….
Yeah, I was like Ummmmm… rental is perfect…. Especially since the classes
are condensed 5-6 week. Late last night
I was listening to NPR and their different “Radio Shows” and Audio
Documentaries…. There was a guy who did the “EL Camino” (Pilgrimage Trek in Spain and Italy) and now
there is a lesser known pilgrimage trek in Brazil, a much tougher pilgrimage… I
was like ummmmm…. ??? Man, that would
be pretty cool…. If I could go to all of the “Transformational Festivals” and do all of the “Pilgramages” Spain, Brazil,
India, … I just had an idea about a few days ago, after I found out that
another person is seeking others to go all of the “Music Festivals” kind of
like a “Caravan” and Tribe, go and travel to the next Festival all year
!!!! Go with the Music… Then, I thought
why not do the same thing for the “Transformational/Spiritual Festivals” there’s about 24 of them now and I was
thinking during the off days or months go to Texas, work out at the Flex gym
and go to see my main man T.D. Bishop Jakes at the Potters House !!!! and also go to Flex gym in Long Beach, CA
and go see my main man Rev. Michael Bernard Beckwith at Agape Church in Culver
City, CA… Kind of like a national tour of Transformation and Spiritual Growth
all year !!!! That would be Sooooo
Amazing !!!!! maybe take some classes
and do some workshops….. Mmmmmm… just makin me think… ya know ??? also during the off days ??? shit, there’s
24 of em, I don’t think they will be any off months… off months meaning winter
breaks, at least a month…. See, all this is coming in…. Mmmmm….. making me
think, see, if I take a 8-5pm Mon-Fri job, there would no way I would be able
to do this…. Traveling to all of the Transformational & Spiritual
Festivals… I want to go to Mega-Fest with da Bishop !!! and to the Pastor Leadership Conference
(something like that with T.D. Jakes) I don’t know what it is, I love the
YELLING, SWEATING, SPEAKING IN TONGUES, PRAISING, WORSHIPING, SINGING AND
DANCING !!!!!!! I NEED MORE !!!!!! than what I’ve been getting…. On that note,
Bodhi Spiritual Center is going through some evolving. Last year Rev. Mark Anthony Lord founder and
creator of Bodhi Spiritual Center, said it was time to create bigger and better
things and moved to LA !!!! I just had
a thought ??? Since, I’ve been getting
responsible from my past and decided to pay my debts. I’ve been on lock down with the $$$ and to make sure I take care of the
priorities 1st like the last 2 classes to get the BA and the Degree
Audit + Fee, I thought shit, Why not create a church yourself ??? to put my tithes (10%) into that and do some
preaching at a podium at the library or the Metra Station !!! and have it recorded… MMmmm….
Where I can do some Yellin, Sweatin, Speakin in Tongues type of preachin
!!!! Mmmmm….. I want to create a
special unique church, kind of like having all of the religions in the world
into one…. Kinda Sorta ??? for example,
a lil bit T.D. Jakes Charsmatic Christian, Michael Bernard Beckwith with
Centers for Spiritual Living, the Shakers from the 1700-1800’s where part of
their religion was to shake or vibrate the Holy Spirit / God in… and the
Turkish tall hats and white skirts that go in circles… I don’t know the exact
name of that specific religion but you know what I mean, where they turn in
circles with their heads slanted, they say they go into a spiritual trance. Kapeesh ???
I want to create a much “Hard Core” Spiritual Experience… kind of like the Spartans of Spirituality….
Speakin in Tongues, Yelling, Chanting, Moving, Shaking, Dancing the whole
shabang !!! and also implement some
type of physical body temple type element, ….
I want everyone be masters of their Body, Mind, Spirit….. to be an
example of what we could be….. be in the best shape, having tremendous amount
of energy, living a healthy lifestyle….
Where we not only master our Body Temples, our Minds and Spirit with the
Universe !!!! YESSSS !!!!! Where we go to all of the Transformational
/ Spiritual Festivals, Holy Ghost Filled Churches and Events….. Wow !!! it’s all coming in right now…. Just what I
want !!!! to travel the world sharing
my experience and to create a Special Spiritual Forces… where a handful of us,
will go to all of the Transformational / Spiritual Festivals, work out like no
other, go to churches (Potters House) and (Agape)….. etc.. and to be absolutely
100% example of what the human body temple can be. Also, going to Yoga Festivals and Events and
to some DJing… like my main man Taz !!!!
He literally has blown up traveling the world DJing at Yoga Festivals
and Events !!! No Joke !!! look him up, “DJ Taz” and “Club Divine”… He wanted me to work for him in the past… we
still stay in contact… I would love to continue his creation while he pursues
other opportunities !!!! YEAH
HHH!!!! Host some Spiritual Dance
Parties !!!! better yet, be a DJ at
most or all of the Transformation / Spiritual Festivals… mmmmmm…… I just want a handful, like 5 “Divine
Warriors of the Universe” that’s a Hard Corps Spiritual Tribe…. Mmmmmmm….. got
me thinking… looks the DWU’s…… is coming back, no not Driving Under the
Influence of Alcohol… Divine Warriors of the Universe…. Most Hard Core
Spiritual Tribe… mmmm… got me thinking…. 1st priority this year is
take care of my debt… 1st and Foremost…. So that means after the BA
degree, get a $$ Now Job that is close by, where I don’t need a car and then
bam…. At the same time while I’m working at a $$ Now Job, Continue to Work
Out…., tithe to my newly evolving church, I don’t know what it is but, I NEED
MORE !!!!! and I know others must need
more too !!!!! Holy Moly !!! this is
super cool…. Wow !!! ok, I must be the
example 1st !!!! and then
let others be attracted to me and my organization, DWU.. I don’t know if I should tell you here or let
you find out on your own, but, the DWU Tribe will be going to Special Spiritual
Schools that will be able to connect and tap into ones mind. NOT LYING !!!! NO JOKE !!!!!! Some Super-Natural type shit !!! no shit !!!!
You’re Heard the Saying, Us Humans Are Only Using 2% of our Brains and
Mind… well these special schools assists with the other 98% !!!! Whoa …..
We Are Evolving, Each Cell is Transforming Into What We Want to Become
and to what is our Natural State…. We’ve
been sooo Distracted with Absolute and Pure Bullshit and that is all we know…. What are you spending your time on ??? What are seeing, hearing, watching,
listening, doing ??? it’s going
straight into your powerful mind. Ok,
I’m not here to preach…. I need to remind myself that…. Last year, well more than a year ago… I got a
top of the line HD Flat Screen TV 42”, with a speaker bar in front and a bass
boom box in back and a CD/DVD HD player… oh yeah, I went all out on this….. the
following year I wouldn’t want to happen to my worst enemy….. basically in a
nutshell… that HD TV, had a choke hold on me…. I Am NOT Exaggerating here, I
would eventually check out 25-30 DVD’s every week from the library and spend
the whole week trying to watch All of them !!!! if I had time, I would watch the special
features if it had any !!!! the only
time I would go outside was to return the DVD’s to the library and get another
30 DVD’s…. Bottom Line I gained about
150 lbs !!!! just watching other
peoples lives on the HD TV !!!!!! I was
thee definition of sedentary !!!! I knew I had to get rid of the HD TV, but,
the how made me keep it…. I thought
after my Seattle and East Glacier National Park would snap me out of it, NOPE
….. back at what I was doing before….. 25-30 DVD’s per week ! !!! it wasn’t till October 3rd that I
finally got rid of the HD Flat Screen TV !!!!!
it wasn’t worth it !!!!! It was
killing me, see, when you’re by yourself, you don’t have anyone telling you to
do anything… it was just me…. And that HD TV had a choke hold of addiction… Not
only I would watch 25-30 DVD’s per week, but, I would splurge, with pizza’s,
extra bricks of cheese, gallons of ice creams the real deal, Nutty Bars and all
of the Lil Debbie Co. treats and snacks, Family Pak of Honey Buns 2 of them !
!!!! I went all out…. I would buy extra
rolls of sausage and links so I could put it on the pizza… my version of a frozen
pizza, not only that, I would order out, pizzas, chicken wings, calzone’s….
garlic cheese bread, and about 5-7 2 liters of the “Real Stuff” Coke, Cherry
Coke and Mountain Dew PER Fuckin Week !!!!!
I was outa control !!!! I didn’t
want to see anyone, I didn’t even want to go outside, it would take 5 min just
to put on a sock on my foot… because I couldn’t reach it, my belly has grown soo much, the same for putting on
my shoes… I would be literally out of breath just for putting a sock, and
putting on my Under Armour…. I would only wear sweats…. I didn’t wear real
pants, and all of the shirts are super tight and would end at the top of my
belly button….. I ended up at 394 lbs
!!!!!!!!!! three hundred and ninety
four pounds 1!!!!!!!! Can you believe
that ??? almost 400 lbs !!!!!!! The following month and half after I got
rid of the HD TV and started gradually working out the YMCA and with a Personal
Trainer, I was down to 359 lbs !!!!!
just by getting rid of the HD TV and being active 2 X’s a week with a
Zumba class here in there, I was down to
359 lbs !!!! Yeah, the HD TV Flat Screen Addiction Choke
Hold Was KILLING Me Slowly !!!!!!!
right now, I do not know how much I weigh…. Well, the scale at the
Signature Gym, let’s say I “Tilt” the
scale… every time I get on it, it goes ERROR !!!! I know I weigh too much for the scale….. so
even though there are signs that I’m losing !!! Under Armour is easier to put on, socks and
shoes a lot easier to put on and I’m not super out of breath, I’m going to
Zumba classes….. and starting a
Transformation Fitness Program….. I am
curious on how much I weigh….. hopefully mom’s scale will work for me…. We’ll be hangin out for Thanksgiving…. We
both agreed that the days of “Gorging” on Thanksgiving Day is Over !!!!! Not Worth It !!!! Not Healthy At All !!!! I told mom, let’s just get some steaks and
jumbo shrimp !!!!! I love shrimp
!!!! and maybe some lobster tails
??? I remember in the past that was
Thanksgiving was all about, was to “Gorge” yourself, take a break, then eat
some more pumpkin pie and ice cream… NOPE !!!
No more Gorgin !!!! Wow !!! I’ve been writing for a while now… it’s night
time !!!! see, I love to write aka type !!!!! I just keep on goin and goin…… I must eat something now…… much love, brb…..
Cont. 11/22/15 10:33pm
Ok… took a couple hour
brb….. Since I don’t have that HD TV
now, I was thinking ??? Hmmmm… maybe I
can write some night time before bed time words….. I was looking through a magazine called
“Backpacker” earlier this year… and some of my bodybuilding mag called “Flex”….
Tomorrow is Monday, mom is going to pick me up and take care of the bookshelf
she ordered from Pier 1…. We both know now that Pier 1 products is mainly for
show… Wouldn’t dare to sit on their bamboo chairs and their table is so weak,
but to put a light weight small hd tv flat screen and dvd player and some cd’s
is perfect… afterwards do a few errands…
return my Rented Macroeconomics book, this by far is the perfect choice… by
Amazon, also to get my next classes book, of course it’ll be rental… if
available…. Cross my fingers… all good though… this will be the 2nd
of 3 classes… and it starts Dec 7th to Jan 14th and then
the last class… ok, enough with the classes here hunh…. Let’s talk about life
!!!! Well, a few months ago, I was FB
“Creepin” with one of my exes…. Creepin is a term that I found out I don’t know
how, it’s when you’re friends on FB, but you go through their pics and “Wall”
to see what they’ve been upto ??? I know
WE ALL DO IT !!!!!! Admit it !
!!! but, yet to say hi or leave a
comment for you.. Anyways, I don’t know
where this is going, but, I found out some very sad and tragic news, her son
was killed. At first I thought it was a
sick joke, but, upon further research it was true… I spent a few months over
there and we actually hung out played football, catch and skateboard in the
skate park… Right after I found out, I wanted to wait for a good time to say hi
and to say my condolences but, she told me in like 2 days after I found out…
wow !!! How did she know that I was
giving thought of her and her son ???
He was serving in the Army, but was killed in the states from a
motorcycle accident. Still regardless on
how someone dies, it’s sad and it sucks !!!
Especially if you knew the person and had spent some time with him/her. Man I didn’t know I was going to go here… I’m
just thinking that life is precious and it is a gift… should you do what you
want to do or do what you should do ????
Mmmmm….. See, after the BA, I’m
planning on getting a $$ Now Job or maybe a “Real Local” job where I can have
my beard, or I was thinking of working at REI… ??? See retail is tricky, they want you to work
the weekends and holidays !!!! Hmmmmm….
Maybe this would be a good opportunity for me to get on board … Buuuut, getting
there during the daytime wouldn’t be an issue, but after hours 6pm + and the
weekends or maybe just Saturday day hours the bus only goes during that particular
time and day…or I was thinking something closer to home like Menards, something
that I can do that it’ll be beard friendly versus Red Lobster ! !!! I used to be a server at Red Lobster back in
the day…. I was one of the best…. As far as getting requested, but not having
the tray filled with plates of food above my shoulder…. Nope, strictly
biceps….. Bottom Line is the I want to
be debt free within the year of 2016, you know what ?? maybe it would be best if appeared to be
Jewish so I could have the beard and work for a Fortune 500 Company while I pay
off my debt…. Then there’s the company’s that is not bus friendly…. Where it’s about a couple miles from the bus
stop and you would have to either walk or ride the bike into work !!! yeah, that wouldn’t be a lil bit
embarrassing…. Riding in the heavy rain and snow all soaking wet coming into
work parking your bike at the nearest tree and lock it up and then go in for
work….. Mmmmmm…. That doesn’t sound good…. We’ll see, I don’t know exactly
which companies would be best… There are some near the train station and in
Warrenville/Naperville… What to do ???
and now since I’ve gained all this extra weight I would have to get a
custom new suit… I did go to the Goodwill and Saver’s…. NOPE…… not even close,
I was pretty upset…. I was like, How am I supposed to get a job without a
fuckin suit ?? now… nothing fits…. Then I go back to the Menards $$ Now Job or
at Portillo’s… ??? where I can eat for
free ??? and don’t have to wear a nice
suit for the interview…. Ahhhhhhgghhh…. I don’t know what the fuck to do
??? should I just focus on getting in
shape 1st and then get a “Real Job” after the BA ??? Should I do this or that ??? Regardless, I don’t care, I will be
working…. I think now would be the best time ??? where they need more workers for Christmas
and the Black Friday Thanks Giving…. Or should I try to get the gov job
??? where I could use my Veterans
Preference ?? Most likely, I’ll be
working full-time either at Menards, Barnes n Noble Bookstore in downtown
Naperville, hmmmm…. That sounds good, a Barnes and Noble Barista !!!! a big ass bearded tatted up Barista
!!!! would you like the Columbian or
Peruvian flavor ???? Granda, Vente
??? would you like to have a cookie
crust muffin with that ???? there would
be some lady intellectuals there !!!
that would be pretty cool…. Wipe off their tables for them…. Give them
extra napkins…. Oh yeah, I know how to treat the ladies ! !! at the same time, my instincts is telling
don’t worry about it… just focus on getting the BA and then a local job….. this
is what I want to have happen….. Honestly …… bottom line honest… I want a
warehouse to create my big-bad ass paintings 8ft X 5ft around 25 paintings per
month x $595 each painting =
$14,875 !!!!!!! Per MONTH and this is only the low end, X’s 12 = $178,500 per year !!!!!! Dude !!
this is not a pyramid scheme !!
….. I already did the figures….. fuck…. Ahhhh….. just thinking about it just makes me cringe
because I know it’ll work….. the entry level warehouse in the area is $1300 per
month….. and that’s a lot too much for me right now….. I need something like $500 per month would be
the maximum amount that I could afford…
you know what ??? I saw a
warehouse for $500 per month in the city of Chicago, relatively nice area… See,
that’s the thing, I would have to move in there !!! and just make it happen…. Build all the
stretcher bars framework for the canvass and stretch the canvass on them, ready
to painted on…. Plan is to build from scratch 25 ready to painted on 7ft x 5ft
canvasses the 1st week and the remainder of the 3 weeks, have a
production line type painting method…. Where I start on a painting, set it to
the side to let dry and then unto the next… like a circular rotation method
until all the paintings are done…. The
material costs would be $15 each painting….. thing is the most expensive
material would be the canvass and the paints, well mostly the canvass… I have a
400 yrd roll of type of the line canvass in my Freakin Closet !!! Collecting Dust !!! it weighs about 200 lbs !!!! shit, the more I’m writing about this the
most I want to get that $500 warehouse !!!!
Shit, I would be working day and night working, building, creating those
Amazing Paintings !!! and to sell them
for $595 each in the beginning is a freakin steal to the art community !!! I hand build each canvass to last for freakin
centuries !!!! Floods and Earthquakes
!!! it will last my friend…. A painting
like that in the art galleries would be in the range of $10,000 to $50,000
each…. Yeah, the 1st generation at $595 each is like giving them
away !!!! and that’ll be $14, 875 for
the 1st month, and the plan is each month will be a generation, kind
of like the iPhones !!!! 25 paintings
per month is a generation…… and after each generation/month the price will rise
$100, till 2 years… = 24 months x 100 =
$2400 + $595 = $2995 each …. After that
I’m going to cater to the Billionaires and Mega Millionaires at $750,000 per
painting. So, if you’re able get it if and
while you can. Let me know asap…. Before
it’s too late !!!! Damn, Now That’s a
Fuckin Plan Hunh ???? shit in 2 years
!!!! I NEED THAT WAREHOUSE
!!!!!!!!!! NOW !!!!!!!!!! I don’t need a real job, I need a warehouse
!!!! ok, let’s just say the $750,000
per painting to the Billionaires maybe a bit to lofty to soon?? $2995 per painting X 25 paintings per mo.
= $74,875 per month and per year ??? $74,875 x 12
= $ 898,500 !!!!!! I sooo cannot believe my eyes ….. does that
say eight-hundred ninety eight thousand ???
five-hundred dollars !!!!!
Hmmmmm…… I think I better call the person who’s in charge of that
warehouse…. Only thing, would that… nope No Excuses Bitch !!!! You saw that right ??? I was about to say an excuse of
transportation and getting all of the materials there….. Nope….. God Gots It
Covered !!!! Whoa…. You read it here 1st
!!!! See, I knew something big is about
to erupt after I get the BA ….. I believe this is it…… Right this second I would be fuckin building
and painting !!!!! sleeping in a
sleeping bag at the warehouse…. 25 paintings at $595 per painting = $14,875 per
month !!!!! THIS IS POSSIBLE, I KNOW I
CAN DO THIS !!!!!! I’ve sold every painting I had created
!!!! pssst…. By the way…… is getting the BA worth it ???? Now ???
You know what ?? I will finish
what I have started !!! BA = March 2016,
Hmmmmm…..maybe that job at the MCA would work out just perfectly !!!!! once I’m settled into the warehouse in
Chicago !!!! and get a couple of suits
that fit. The job I’m talking about is
at the Museum of Contemporary Art in downtown Chicago….. as a Art Helper
Installer Assistant….. hmmmmm….. ok…. Let’s do this…. Hmmmm…. That means, I
would have to get that warehouse….. or let God protect it until I’m ready to
move in…..after I get the BA……damn, that’s too long !!! I don’t want to wait that long till March…
it’s November 22 now !!!! 3 days till my
birthday…..Dec, Jan, Feb, March !!!!!
Ahhhhh 3 Whole Months !!!! You know what ?? I can’t wait that long !!!! I want to do this NOW !!!!! or…… make the best of everything with what I
have now….??? I can still paint and
stretch canvasses on the existing painting…. About the noise, I’ll let my
neighbor know that I’ll be hammering for a few hours…. Or do the hammering
outside in the snow !!!! and get some
paints, scaffolding, get everything but the warehouse….. ok…. I feel much better now, I can do quite a
bit now….. with the exception of the warehouse !!!! plus I have a new neighbor that has a truck,
which I can pay him for a ride to Menards to get some materials !!!! and a new month coming in…. December for
which I’ll receive a bit of $$ Energy to keep me afloat, I still have to pay for
the class at the University, plus the Personal Trainer payment plan fee and the
Bodhi Class Payment Plan Fee…. After this year, I’m Done with the Payment Plan
Fee’s !!!!! NO Fucking More !!!!!! it’s eating me alive !!!! yes, let’s make the best with what I have
available for now….. till March 2016 when I finish the last class to get my BA
!!!!! I got my BA BIATCH !!!!! Ahhhhhhh….. now this is life ! !! not knowing what the fuck is going to
happen, hoping for the best, waiting till shit is done and over with, having
faith that you can do this plan !!!!
Barely Breathing and having Big Ass Dreams….. and Goals…. See, with this
plan, absolutely know that I can do this !!!!
25 (7ft x 5ft) paintings per month at $595 each !!!!! Each painting will cost approx. $15 mostly
paints… ahhh, then I’ll be doing
commercials and getting the word out if you want a real bad ass hand built
Masterpiece….. I got you covered !!!!!
Whoa …… typing is good
for you !!! even though I’ll copy n
paste unto my blog later…. Hmmm…. You know what ??? I’ll be hooking up with Amdur Productions,
ART SHOWS !!!! All in IL !!! the price might be quite higher than the
$595 per painting or maybe not, $995 sounds good….. there’s about at least 15
of them during the summer time ???
hunh….. then my connections with the MCA in Chicago !!!! See, the kind of paintings I create is IN
!!!!! Big Time !!! and I know what professionals and “Yuppies”
want, Big, Bodacious, Bold and Bad Ass !!!!
they want to show off their art collection from their get togethers and
social events, after hours etc…. Start your art collection with an Oscar Zepeda
! !!!! I’m going to take pics, videos,
have a marketing campaign to the middle, upper middle and elite class of the
Chicago population. Contact all of the
media and invite them over for interviews, pictures and videos….. and have about 50 7ft paintings all displayed
everywhere in the warehouse….. that would be such an Amazing Sight !!! contact Nat Geo Mag photographers !!!! Now that’ll be something hunh ???? be on the cover of a Nat Geo Mag !!!!! with all of my Exotic Artwork !!!! oh snap…. That’ll be some Grand Opening
!!!! Having around 60-75 huge ass paintings
on display and having all the media pay a visit to the art studio warehouse of
Oscar Zepeda. There we go, wow !!! the plan just keeps on going…. Once I get the
warehouse, work my ass off for 2-3 months to create around 75 paintings and
then contacting the media, everyone !!!
NPR, WGN, Channel 7 and all of the Newspapers, Art Magazines, Art
Publications….. have a “Grand Opening” like no other….. Having Mega-Millionaires and Art Collectors
and Curators, Critics, the Whole Shabang !!!!
the Whole Universe !!!! will know
about Oscar Zepeda !!!! other
successful and famous artists. Holy Shit
!!! I soooo feel the feeling of having
Sold Every Piece at $5,995 each !!!!! at
the Grand Opening !!!! Daaaahhhhh,
that’s almost a half a million dollars !!!!!
Shit, why not at $9,995 each ???
if Mega-Millionaires are going to be there checking out some life
altering artwork. Mmmmm….. $9,995 X 75
= $749,625 then an appearances on the
TV Shows, Today Show, all of the mid-day talk shows and night shows with aahhhh
Jimmy Kimmel…. !!!!! Haaaa… Holy Shit
!!! Wow !!! funny thing is… is that all of this is
possible….. YESSS……. I have to show the World/Universe
what they’ve Never Seen nor Imagined Before !!!! I am a conduit of thee Master Artist Creator
God !!! Whatever I create is from
God. You know what…. I don’t think I can
sleep now….. I’m in Shock and in Awe
!!!! 75 paintings is possible at $9,995
each is very possible !!! the price for
a painting like mine is lowball $15,000 - $50,000 each…. Who knows ?? maybe I’ll get that far, but, shit, I can’t
that greedy since I’ll be making almost $750,000 !!! for
75 paintings !!!! Whewwww….. now this is
what I call some Dag Gone Motivated Morning Pages !!!!! 11 pages worth, all throughout the day
today…. Now, let’s take care of my teeth and rebuild the body……. It’s 1:04 am
now Nov 23, 2015 !!!! 2 days till my Birthday….. I so cannot what
I’ve just written…. See, here I was didn’t know what the fuck to do after my
BA, about either getting a $$ Now Job at Menard’s or a get a Real Local Job
where I have to get some suits that fits me, or go to all of the Transformational
/ Spiritual Festivals ! !!! you know
what I’m thinking, do all the paintings during the winter time and then go to
the festivals !!! we’ll see, I know I
must do this !!! This is the only route
that I can see for myself right now…. I
want to keep my beard and get more tattoos…. Boom, a famous artist !!!! there you go !!!! and this is it…. Holy Spirit aka Universe /
God was writing thru me to see what is possible….. and to force me to get excited because it’s
about to happen !!!! Wow !!!! talk about transformation, evolving in the
best Divine Self in my entire life !!!!
Wow !!! Thank You God !!!! Thank You !!!! Now, I’m feeling soooo Grateful and Thankful
for Absolutely Everything, the lows, the broke’s, the barely breathing type of
life, God had just gave me a taste and a
glimpse to what is about to happen…. When I blow up, it’ll be to the Heavens
!!!! Other planets and solar systems
are going to know about me !!!!! thank
you…. Lord, You’ve always been there for me during All the times…. Thank You…..
even though there have been countless of situations where I didn’t see an out,
especially those times without money and gas…
where I was stranded with water and cans of tuna then miracles happen
left and right…. And now…. Being in Naperville for almost 3 yrs trying to
figure out what the fuck I should do.
Gaining 150 lbs…. All the highs and lows….. Thank You…… this time will
be a whole different story from the rest of my stories in the past !!!! You read it here first …… I know for fact that this plan will happen,
it already did, vibrationally and emotionally…. And I give all the credit
and praise to the Infinite Master
Creator God…. Who created not only this planet, this solar system, this galaxy,
but the whole Infinite Universe !!!!!
Thank You….. much love, your son, Oscar Zepeda….
Nov. 23, 2015 10:36am
Mon
Good Mornin !!! yesss, my Morning Pages…. If you’re
interested check out the “Artist’s Way”….
There is more than just typing 3 pages in the Morning. You just might find the answers you’ve been
looking for… Wow !!! I had a very good nights rest….. woke up knowing that I’ll
be hangin out with ma… all good, she called going to be leaving in about 20
min…. or more…. So I knew I had to eat something now….. since I’ve been working
out in all and wanting to take care of my muscles and muscle growth…. Ok, last night was pretty amazing !!! So, what would be best right now is to 1st
get the BA !!!! and get in shape, Ok
??? the job at the MCA, will be there and to continue to do my artwork…. And take some pics…. I’m sure the MCA
Director would love to see what kind of artwork I create…. So, I’ll be creating
a portfolio at the same time !!!
They “HAVE” to hire me…. This is
what I’m feelin and thinkin and brainstormin….. while I’m taking care of the BA
till March 2016, get in shape, create artwork at home, take pics, of what I do
and what I can do, I might have to buy some power tools. (That’s what the job description is wanting
of: Power Tool Experience….) Vroooomm,
Vroooom !!!! goes the drill !!! By the time March 2016 comes, I’ll be Ready….
You know what though…. Ugggg…. Wouldn’t be best if I apply now ??? or “Get the Job Now ??” Hmmmmm….. you know what ??? the job was there before I even knew that I
wanted that job…..and it will be there when you’re ready !!!! Kapeesh !!!
that was my Divine Self answering me back…. Whoa…. That was cool…. See,
when you type or write Morning Pages…. You connect with Higher Source…..aka
God, what ever “Label” you want to place…. Infinite Divine…. Knows All… Knows
Everyone, and You Have Infinite Favor… So no worries Ever !!!! ok….. // Well, there you go, that’s the plan
now…. The Warehouse will come, the suits will come, the new improved bad ass
body temple is on its way. Just do those things…. Get the BA, do your artwork
& create a portfolio and take pics of my work, with me and the power tools,
with safety glasses… oh yeah, don’t want to show them that I’m not safety
conscious !!! SAFETY Baby !!!! SAFETY !!!!
and get in shape… and prepare to move, get ready… get home ready…. Get
rid of everything that I don’t absolutely need…. Going to check on some protein on the George
Foreman Grill….. brb…ok… ma is coming and I want to put all of this on Da Blog
!!!! Infinite Love & Gratitude
!!! Oz
11/28/15 Sat 8:46pm
MMP, Naperville, IL
My birthday and
Thanksgiving is Officially Over !!!!
yeah, I hung out with Ma ~!!!!
It was great… for my B-Day, we went to the city, Chicago !! and walked from the Union Train Station to
MCA (Museum of Contemporary Art Chicago) which is next to (kind of) the Water
Tower…. It was a walk…. I did pretty good getting there… but, on the way back,
especially after another 2-3 hours walking around the museum and after a very
delicious meal (Deep Dish Pizza Meat) at Gino’s East !!! Holy Moly !!!! I had no clue that this place was a Chicago
Must !!! when I went upstairs to use
the restroom, I was flabbergasted !!!!
Rows upon rows of celebrities pictures signed…. From 70’s and 80’s
!!! Wow !!! and Whoa !!!!
I had no clue that this place was a Chicago Must GoTo and that I just
missed the Mayor Rom Emanual…. I sooo
wanted to create a video !!! but, didn’t
want to leave all alone at the table, so I was planning on making a “short
video” after the deep dish meat pizza !!!
it was very good !!! I did
splurge on some Reg Sprite !!!! a few
glasses !!!! I just wanted to swallow
some super cold fizz, since I’ve been walking since 12:05pm since we got off
the Metra train….. it took about an 1 and 15 min and a couple of hours in the
museum and then afterwards the MCA store !!! they had some super cool stuff
!!! we didn’t buy anything of course !!!
after the East Gino’s pizza meal, I was done !!! been on my feet almost all day, since
12:05pm and mom wanted to walk back ! !!
I was like-- what ???? you’re
kidding me ??? yeah, I was done… luckily
I had some ones in my wallet and eventually convinced mom for us to take the
bus. Mom never had taken the bus and was
a bit worried, maybe scared, it was the unknown that was delaying her to want
to take the bus, we were walking on Michigan Mile had about 4 miles to go, I
saw an incoming bus, and asked the bus driver if this bus goes to Union Train
Station…. Nope… the 151, so mom wanted to still walk while waiting for the next
151 comes, 151 came and went, I was pissed !!!
Yeah, I told mom, nope, I’m done, I can’t walk anymore…. It was a
combination of tiredness, out of shape ness, and my back… after the meal, a
switched turned off !!!! Mom is In Shape
!!! Me not so much ! !! I told her, she needs another In Shape person
to keep up with her… Me, I’m not there yet !!!
Yeah, so eventually, 10 seconds later, another 151 came by and we got
on…. It was one of those accordion buses… the two buses into one deal…. I
didn’t care how much it costed, I’m done and we’re taking the bus back to Union
Station…. Mom, is in great shape…. And
she could walk for days !!!! not hours
!!! me now, I was done-done….
We had a low key
Thanksgiving, I told mom, the days of “Gorging Myself” is Done !!! No overeating, over stuffing, forcing myself
to eat, eat and eat some more…. Nope, I wont to do it anymore, I just wanted
some steaks and some shrimp !!!! I love
shrimp !!! I could eat shrimp for days
!!! and some “Real “ Pumpkin pie and
real Cool Whip….. yeah, mom, is totally into the low to no calories and fat
products….. which is 99% pretty gross…
just give me healthy real food, which she does but, the condiments….. oh my….
Yeah…. It’s all good…. I had my delicious shrimp with cocktail sauce, that was
my Thanksgiving Splurge…. And we watched a couple movies…. I wasn’t feelin Zumba on Thanksgiving Morning
!!! all good…. Yeah, so today is
Saturday night of the Thanksgiving Weekend…. Wed was my birthday and Thurs was
Thanksgiving, Friday we lounged around and Sat (today) was enough time with
mom… we made some errands, one of the shelves in her cupboard broke, so we went
to some places to get the “thing” to hold the shelf on… she did good, she went
to Sears outlet kind of like an Ace Hardware… but, it was the wrong size, Right Thing, Wrong Size… then we went back…
to get the right thing, we got it… went back to her home, we needed three of
them… all of the other “Things” were stuck, and the thing that goes into the
hole to hold the shelf, the peg was inside the hole… so we needed 3 more to
move the shelf another level…. You know what I’m talkin about…. So, then went to Home Depot for sure it would
be there, they did, but, it wasn’t exactly…. And you had to buy about 12 of
them in a package…not 3 singles…. So, I told mom, to go back to Sears to get
three more and “Try” to do it yourself… worse case just save it for me… it’s not a hard job.. we’ll see what happens…
she’s good, she’s strong… she kicked my ass in walking !!!! that’s for sure !!! ok, enough about mom !!! Well, we checked out a DVD from the library,
it was Oprah’s Debt Diet….and we also seen a few other financial documentaries
“Maxed Out”… my… I was in shock and it was sad… that people actually commit
suicide because there are in debt….. and
it wasn’t that much…. Like $25,000 from a college student… and also older
people, that they didn’t want to embarrass the family and to create hardships
for the family… I was like… Fuuuuuuuuck…. A mom, grandma, drove herself into
the Missippippi River, she had around $45,000 debt… and she had a gambling
addiction…. I was like…. Damn…… and then another college student…. Committed
suicide…. Because she was in debt and
didn’t want her family to know…. Then
you have the couples on Oprah’s Debt Diet…. My O My !!!!!! Don’t get me wrong…. I know I’m not
perfect…. But, to have all of their “Dirty Laundry” out in the national public…
I was like Damn, that takes some major weboles (nuts in Spanish) the other
nuts….…. You need to watch it again
!!! Oprah’s Debt Diet…. It came out
some time in 2006….. I’m sure it’s on YouTube by now…. And “Maxed Out”….. See,
right now, I’m doing “Dave Ramseys” program…..
and if you want a better handle of your finances…. DO IT !!!!! go to Dave Ramseys website and signup for a
class in your area….. I would do both…. Oprah’s Debt Diet…. And Dave Ramsey’s
…. Oprah’s Debt Diet is an easier version of Dave Ramsey, I would do
both…. Yeah, I was like….. Yeah, Money
Doesn’t Matter !!!! It’s Only Money
!!! when it causes suicides, hardship
and hard ache… oh my… You got to see it…. That’s all I got to say….That is thee
number one reason why married couples divorce or separate…. MONEY !!!! neither of them learned or didn’t know how
to manage money…. They buy, buy, and buy, …. Oh man, that one couple who forged
her husband’s signature to get her BMW… and ate fast food for all of their 3
meals and never had cooked nor bought any food from a grocery store… holy shit
!!! I was like --- Whaaaa the fuck
….. ….yeah, afterwards I was like, yeah,
mom, I think that government job would be best when I get my bachelor degree….
I’m expected to get my bachelor degree in March 2016 and the game plan is to
work for the NPS National Parks and Services…. 1st come 1st
Serve ??? as far as which National Park, (1st come 1st
serve)…. Even if it’s Death Valley National Park…. Or Yellowstone… then we
started a conversation on being more careful when you meet someone new, as far
as a potential love interest, boyfriend and fiancé….. it could literally ruin your whole life with
worry, unhappiness, stress, anger and hatred….
See with me, I know I’m currently “Under Construction” and yes, I admit
I have debt… but, I do know how much it is and is currently taking action on
taking care of it….. my #1 priority after the BA degree is to get out of debt….
I’ve been mentally dodging the student loan debt…. For quite some time and the
sad thing is, was that I didn’t need it …. It felt like I had a licensed to get
free money….. yeah sure…. , plan was to use the $$ was an investment into my artwork
and to create a business… did I use for my artwork…. NOPE !!!!! if you don’t have a plan for the money you
create/make and the unexpected $$ you receive…. It will literally disappear
!!!! Every dollar you make must have a
name on it….. aaand any other unexpected $$
like, Tax Refunds or bonuses must
have a name on it…. Yeah, this one lady on Oprah’s Debt Diet was going to
Vegas, Cancun knowing that she was $100,000 in debt…. See little shit like that…. You must be
careful you get “Hooked Up” with…. Yeah, from now on that would be one of the
immediate deal breakers, Are you in debt ??
if there is some kind of connection…..
How much are you in debt. And what are you doing to get rid of it…. Have
you been to a Dave Ramsey class ?? ( my
headline for my internet profile)
Seeking Dave Ramsey Graduate and Oprah’s Debt Dieter Only !!!!
haaa…. I know that is SOOOO NOT Romantic… but you know what….. I will not have any $$ stress, problems, buy
shit that you truly don’t need and going out spending 100’s & even
thousands of dollars on resturants and fast food…. And another 20% for the
tip…. I know—I know…. It’s not the most romantic start when beginning in a
relationship trying to find out 1st whether or not she’s in debt.
And 2nd how much she’s in debt vice versa to the He’s…. oh my, if I found out that my wife had about
$250,000 in secret debt….. I would
faaaa-lip !!!!!! Wow…. This is the age that we’re living in…..
having our credit reports on 1st dates, making sure that the other
isn’t deceiving the other…. Better to say bye in the beginning than saying bye
later, after 10 yrs of trying to live with the other without any financial plan
or goals…. Living paycheck to paycheck….
Nope, Not Me….. yeah, that is why the Seeking Smart n Sexy Dave Ramsey
Graduate…. And if they ask me what the
hell is a Dave Ramsey graduate…. We could go signup for a local class…. I don’t
know… really…. Universe is going to match me up….. with a few mandatories…. If
she is debt like myself…. She must be in either a Dave Ramsey class and / or
Doing Oprah’s Debt Diet…. I know totally very Un-Romantic and Un-Sexy, but if
finances was the “original reason” for the divorce let’s make the next one
totally different and be debt free and invest for retirement. After watching
“Oprah’s Debt Diet” and “Maxed Out” documentary movie, I was like yep…. It’s
time to get a full-time “Real Gov Job” , not only to take care of my debt but,
to be able to live debt free and to be able to finance my loves and passions. So that is thee current plan now….. the book for the 2nd of 3rd
class should be coming on Nov 30th, register and pay for the 2nd
class on Dec. 1st. PASS the Class
!!!! should be done with the 2nd
class on 1/24/16 and the 3rd
class on 2/28/16 and then pay for the “$ 150 Degree Audit” and then Poof, BA
!!!! So, March 1st… 2016, I
will receive my Bachelor Degree in Management from Benedictine University…. My
intention is to get hired before March 1st 2016 by NPS…. So, as soon
as March comes, I’ll be renting a van or a truck to get my ass to ?????? ___________
National Forest……. Anywhere in
the U.S. ??? as I said earlier, 1st come 1st
serve…. I want in ASAP…… Work and pay off my debt…. Which I could easily do
within the 1st year of employment.
2nd year, save and invest for retirement, 3rd year
same, 4th year same, 5th yr. same, the sooner I invest
for retirement and the sooner it will multiply and compound. I have made some changes and yes I have
learned from the past…. I will be 100% responsible for my actions, choices and
decisions. Key = Debt Free to be able to
invest for retirement…. What about
college tuition for my kids ????? you
say… ??? if you’re TX or in IL…… sign
them up for the military, your 4 yrs of tuition is paid for aaaaand you get
paid to go to college, $1600 per month….
Or work and save or get a scholarship…. To have parents go into debt
just because they want their kids to get a good education is not part of the
Human Earthly Contract…. The only job
that your parents had to do was to have you stay alive until you were 18 !!!! that is it…. Anything Extra is a Bonus !!!! Mom this, daddy this, Nope…..it’s on you… that’s why God gave you a
brain…. So you could use it…… this
sounds pretty tough…. But, you know what ??
that’s how “Us Kids” learn….. Tough Love….. living with boundaries…. Oh my, the Widlurs
the other family on Oprah’s Debt Diet…. One of their daughters was manipulating
their mom and does not respect nor believes her mom’s word… Mom would always
get what they wanted…. And the daughter had about 70 pairs of designer jeans
and dozens more in her room because she would rather buy more clothes than
clean her room and wash her clothes… Oh My… aaand she literally had 35 Victoria
Secret bra’s….. !!!! Wow…. This would
be the perfect reason and example on being careful who you marry or begin
dating.….. I’m telling you watch it
!~!!! it’s either on YouTube or at the
library…… “Oprah’s Debt Diet”…. I know
if I was in that situation, I couldn’t have gone through…. 3 families shows you their shit out in
national public….. ok…. Enough about
that….. I was like, yup, the next “romantic interest” must be debt free or
working a financial program to get debt free, aka Dave Ramsey and Oprah’s Debt
Diet……
Then…… after I watched
“Maxed Out” I didn’t realize How
Deadly being in debt causes. At the
colleges, Get a Free T-Shirt to sign up for a credit card, you get a credit
card and you go on a spending spree…..
then you get another one to pay for the 1st one, etc…. etc…
etc….. and you’re in $15,000 in debt and you don’t want to tell your parents….
And the only way out is suicide…. There
are hundred’s possibly even thousands of cases like this one….. they commit
suicide for being $10,000 in debt…. They can’t tell their parents about it….. not just college students….. husband signed up to get his “free” credit
report and the day that he received his credit report his wife went missing…
last seen was at the gas station for $7 ….
Police had a suspected that she committed suicide by driving into the
Missippi River.. 5 months later, they
found her car with bones in the car……
Debt, Debt, Debt…… she was an
older lady, mother and grandmother…. She couldn’t face her husband and family,
having all this debt on her credit report…..
Wow….. See with me, nothing is
taking your life for… and I’ve been through it all too !!!! 3 wives, homeless, being in debt and broke
countless of times….. sleeping underneath trees and in parks and became a
U.S.Marine Infantry and been in war…..
I know tough and rough….. the
next half of my life will be a totally different story !!!!! and I just wanted to share this with you and to hopefully inspire others to do the
same….. regardless of where you are and how much debt you have…. It is possible
to become Free….. Debt Free …. Ok.
The last thing I’m going to say is…. Take the Dave Ramsey Financial Peace Class
!!!! it’s a 90 day weekly class, look on
his website for the nearest next class in your area…. And take it, go to every
class and take it very seriously !!! www.daveramsey.com Much Love Infinite Love and Gratitude, Oscar
Z…..
